Grandmas Marathon Race Recap

When the gun goes off, the work is done, the taper is over, and the only thing that stands between you and your goals is your mind and the decisions you make along the way. Sometimes things out of your control will happen, but as is the way with life. It is important to remember that there will always be other opportunities, other challenges, other successes, but also other let downs. When I began 2018 hoping to change my narrative post CIM, I was met with an even bigger obstacle. There was heartache in the pain of uncertainty but bravery in racing when I felt the most vulnerable. I fought my way back to the start line, making the final decision to go ahead and race at the beginning of May. It wasn't easy, it wasn't a PR, but I am so proud of where I ended up.

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When I stood on this starting line in Duluth Minnesota, preparing for my 3rd marathon, 4th attempted, I was confident. I was going to go out in 6:20-6:15 and see what happens. In my mind I felt like there was a possibility I could do it but I also knew it was going to be hard. Visualizing the finish [thanks to Jasyoga], crossing the line in 2:44:59, gave me the same feelings I had breaking the tape at my debut marathon. Two totally different outcomes on paper, but success is all relative. It's a matter of keeping things in context and learning to ride the wave.

When I crossed the line in 2:48:45 a part of me wished I could have held on to run sub 2:45, but the other part of me knew that this was progress. This 2:48:45 was a comeback in the context of where I came from. For the first 4 months of this year my body felt awful in training leaving me 6 weeks to really put in all the work. In those final 6 weeks I refocused on appreciating the ability to feel good again and trusted my training. I listened to my body and did my best to stay the course. I got to a point where I felt confident with 6:10 pace, but only race day itself would tell me if the work I was able to fit in would be enough to run an OTQ. The Raleigh heat and humidity certainly didn't help make up for lost time. Coach, Steph Bruce, helped keep me focused on the task at hand and assured me that I would be good to go on race day.

 Oiselle Team Meet Up Post Grandmas Marathon

Oiselle Team Meet Up Post Grandmas Marathon

I held on through 20 miles when our 2:45 pack broke up. That pack was the reason I held it together when my legs started feeling the hurt early around mieles 15-16. When we went through the first mile, a pack had formed. A pack of women looking to go sub 2:45. The next 19 miles were like nothing I have ever experienced. Bottles were being passed around, pacing duties rotated as the winds changed, and when someone needed help, help was given. It was like a Desi waiting for Shalane at the Boston Marathon. I couldn't help but be inspired by these women and I wanted nothing more than to hang in there. It was also a perfect example of the rise of American distance running.

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It's been a year and a half now since I have run where I know I am capable of but this past weekend was just a sign that I am on my way back. At mile 24 I came around a corner to music blasting Fight Song. The same song I put on repeat in the months following the 2016 Olympic Trials. The timing of it just felt like a higher power. Being able to run what I did after the season I had makes me excited to get back to it. The moment I crossed the line I was already thinking, what's next? So, after some down time I'll be going back to Indy Monumental to chase my OTQ. And I can't wait.

 Post race celebrations - From left: Me, Jamie Hershfang (4.5 min PR!), and Kristina Aubert (OTQ in Debut!)  Thank you to everyone who sent words of encouragement before and after. To my roommate Jamie and my new friends from DW Running in Chicago. To all of the girls and guys I ran with through Mile 20. To all of the new friends I made. To Oiselle and my Oiselle teammates on the course and at cowbell corner (you all saved me!). To UCAN and my UCAN teammates including Gary Brimmer who supplied me with a blender lol. Then to my RDP Teammates, Tribucha, Jasyoga, InsideTracker, RunRaleigh PT, O2 Fitness, ElliptiGO, Lock Laces, Big Spoon Roasters, Stance, and the community of runners in Raleigh for supporting me along the way and helping me get there <3

Post race celebrations - From left: Me, Jamie Hershfang (4.5 min PR!), and Kristina Aubert (OTQ in Debut!)

Thank you to everyone who sent words of encouragement before and after. To my roommate Jamie and my new friends from DW Running in Chicago. To all of the girls and guys I ran with through Mile 20. To all of the new friends I made. To Oiselle and my Oiselle teammates on the course and at cowbell corner (you all saved me!). To UCAN and my UCAN teammates including Gary Brimmer who supplied me with a blender lol. Then to my RDP Teammates, Tribucha, Jasyoga, InsideTracker, RunRaleigh PT, O2 Fitness, ElliptiGO, Lock Laces, Big Spoon Roasters, Stance, and the community of runners in Raleigh for supporting me along the way and helping me get there <3